I am livid.
Anger, instead of my heart, is what pumped the blood through my body.
It’s because my heart broke as I read and watched (warning, there’s a lot of language) accounts of the events that have transpired in and because of Charlottesville these last few days.
Maybe you feel the same anger, too.
Continue reading “When goodness needs help”
Today is my 29th birthday. As I have reflected on my 20s these past couple days I’ve been filled with so much gratitude. The last 10 years of my life have been filled with many changes and life-altering decisions. Your 20s are often referred to as the “decade of decisions,” to which I shout a resounding AMEN.
Eight years ago I was living in Orlando and heard Elder Jeffery R. Holland, an apostle of the Lord, Jesus Christ in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, give an inspired talk. I sat on the stage in the very back of a very crowded church building. I could barely see him standing at the podium. But his words pierced me to my heart. He spoke about service and compared it to a tithe on our lives. If we lived to the age of 100, he said, that meant 10 years were dedicated in service to the Lord.
Continue reading “Arrows out: a birthday wish”
It’s been one of those weeks where I’ve laughed until I’ve cried and cried until I’ve laughed. It’s been wrenchingly emotional and highly stressful.
But as my good husband has recently reminded me, that’s just how I operate. I always have a million irons that I’ve happily thrown into the fire, and some nights (normally Thursdays) it comes out in break-down form.
What I’ve learned all these years of being an over-involved-over-acheiver, is that well, I’m still learning. A LOT.
Luckily, I have the best network of people surrounding me and cheering me on, including God. This week, as my stress level hit critical mass, I decided to seek refuge in the temple. I had lots of questions, and I just knew God would answer all of them. Why? Because I desperately needed answer. I had tried everything on my own, and now was begging for help from on high.
But that’s not how it works. At least it wasn’t for me this week. Instead of having a steady stream of blue-print like instructions from the Lord outlining my path, I received something else entirely. Continue reading “4 things I learned about revelation while desperately seeking it”
I woke up to the hurried unzipping noise of our tent flap and knew in an instant that something wasn’t right.
“There’s been a disaster, girls. We need to get to the base of camp with the rest of the group.”
I felt fear. A lot of it.
Though it was pitch black, I knew it was a clear night.
The air was still, but there was a terrible howling noise coming from the amphitheater of our campsite.
It was coming from the loudspeakers. Continue reading “Looking for the light”